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I couldn't have been more wrong.
Before our social worker came for our visits we each had to write and submit a self-study to our agency. The self study consisted of several (around 30) questions that we each had to answer. We could not discuss our answers with each other. The questions consisted of just about anything anyone could ever want to know about Clay, myself, our background, our marriage, parenting views, adoption, etc. Let's just say that those who read it will know everything about us - good or bad! ;)
Here's a few of the questions we had to answer:
- Describe your personality. Include what you view as your strengths and weaknesses. Briefly explain the events and experiences in your life that you feel have shaped your personality.
- Describe the family you grew up in. Who was in the family, what were their relationships to each other? What was your relationship with your parents like? What were your feelings about other family members? What were the positive and negative qualities of your family?
- Describe your parents relationships to each other while growing up and currently.
- How has your relationship changed since the ‘honeymoon’? What do you admire about him/her now? What are his/her strong and weak points?
- What are your main areas of disagreement?
- What are your relationships with each other’s families? Do they live within visiting distance? When do you get together? What is your relationship like with your father-in-law? Mother-in-law? What are the similarities and dissimilarities between the two families of origin, and how have these differences impacted your marriage?
- Please explain your view of a birth parent and why and/or how a birth mother releasing a child for adoption?
After we submitted our self study, we were contacted about two months later by our agency's social worker. It just so happens that she goes to our church, but it was super fun to get to know her even better through this experience!
She was required to do 2 visits with us, one of which had to be in our home. We did the in-home part first. She had to work through several questions with us and so she did 1/2 of the interview plus the walk through of our home that day. She asked us questions about our families, our backgrounds, our personalities, what led us to adoption, etc. It was very much like the questions we answered in our self study. Then she did the walk through of our home, which was seriously just that. It was more like showing a friend your house than an investigator trying to find a reason why you are unfit to parent. (I was fretting for no reason!)
A week later we met her for lunch and completed the second half of the interview. We each had to have a few minutes at the table alone with her to ask some individual questions so I came late and Clay left early. The questions this day were more parenting and discipline oriented. After that, we were done! It was honestly a delightful process.
This was our official last step in the "paper trail" process of adoption. Technically, our profile could have been shown and we could have been matched before the home study was complete but now we are 100% ready to go and waiting.
And oh how we are ready to meet this precious little one that God has picked out for our family. We are praying that we meet him or her very soon!
